ahhh yes the old 'you're disrespectful and talk too much' routine..that's what all men say to women they can't control...you're right guys, I AM disrespectful (show some respect and I'll guarantee you get some in return) and I might talk too much but that's after listening to the lies, the bullshit, the whining, the games, the aggravation, and the complaints that you NEVER EVER do anything about. Just a thought...

Hi ho let's go...why the hell do you keep coming up in conversation? You are a royal pain in the ass you know this right? For fuck's sake be a man..

back to the grind..get off your butt and go to work Pineda! lol

back from vacation..good time in Ft. Myers and Captiva..got back just in time before Steve started his crap which he started this morning. Oh well, whatever. Going to go see my horsie poo

off to the Fort of Myers!!!!!! WHOOOHOOOOOT!!!!!!!!

slow and low morning...got the kids. gonna call Steve later. I miss you I hate you you're a bastard.

Wow..long day. My dad announced he won't be helping out with Aaron's band expenses, (sure doesn't stop him from watching Susan's kids all thelive long day ) but we'll figure it out. I'm so tired of the crap and the whole Anita and her kids are the losers theme. Whatfuckingever. At least tomorrow is Thursday. whoohoot

Well another day in the can..cooking dinner. The kids are taking the car..I don't have any more cash and only the gas that's in the tank..great. Aaron said that her car broke down, grrreat. A recruiter form the marines called Aaron. He's too young. Reading in twinsouls/twinflame forums. More interesting stories. I miss you even though you're a complete fuck.

thank Goddess their home..everyone's (gwen included) is bundled up inside the cozy (for now) clean house and is safe wheewh

good, the kids shouldbe home any moment now. (barring the shuttle traffic). Anyway had a bonzo weekend. Did what I wanted to do...it's fab. Skewer's was mighty awesome! got treated like the queen I know I am (lol) and just totally got into the whole experience. gonna call my brucifer and see what he's doing with the story and thank him. Spent some time with steve..he makes me laugh I swear. Anyho, gonna go get the phone and make some phone calls and check the laundry andother stuff. Nice little ride on my horsie tonite..love ya BudBud..Oh yeah, and Kenny texting me during dinner about pix? What the hell..wonder if he was trying to send me nked ones..oh bruther dude..anyway got to get it's raining like a mofo and I need to find amanda.

tank god it's thursday..amanda taking off to the bastard's in SC. WTF? must be nice to cruise out on a trip spending money like agua. Anyho, at least ALL the eye candy was at work. hehe heard from kenmonster yesterday. Glad he's doing good. All for now.

Today is the 4th. Had a great nite hangin' with the ladies and their men from the barn. Got a little tipsy and watched fireworks. Great nite, kids are home they had a good time too. Happy 4th.

I need money so bad! At any rate gearing up for the weekend..

Thank God it's Thursday cause I feel like crap!